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ANOHNI and the Johnsons Why Am I Alive Now?Watch at the source

ReleasedJul 5, 2023 DirectorHunter Schafer LabelSecretly Canadian Plays262,285 Length5:11HD

“Why Am I Alive Now?” is a powerful and deeply introspective track from ANOHNI and the Johnsons, ahead of the 2023 album “My Back Was A Bridge For You To Cross”. Directed by Hunter Schafer, the video features Fashion, Davia Spain, and Massima Bell in a dreamlike, emotionally charged narrative about identity, grief, and presence. With rich visuals and evocative choreography, it’s a cinematic portrait of trans embodiment and spiritual resilience.

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Cinematography
Flavia Martinez
Choreography
Isa Spector
Styling
Hex Hudosh
Make-up
Liz Rhodes
Somesuch executive producer
Alli Maxwell
Aguita executive producer
Veronica Leon, Yamel Thompson
Aguita head of production
Ellen Romero
Executive assistant
Luisa González
Co-producer
Hex Hudosh
Production manager
Camila Madero
Production coordinator
Alex Turner
2nd 1st AC
Jason Knoll
2nd 2nd AC
Joel Martin
Key grip
Sergio Silva
Stunt coordinator
Justin Glory
Wardrobe stylist
Rachel Haas ("
Photographer
Gabriel Gamboa
Somesuch BTS photographer
Tobi Omola

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