Eaves Wilder Mother in Your MindWatch at the source

Lyrics: She knows you like you don’t And she talks very slowly All the paths that i could take She sits me down and shows me But she hasn’t got a clue, like you do, And she never shuts the door When she leaves my room Cos she's here all the time “So get up get out get going You get out of bed And when they do you wrong You hold up your head” You make mistakes, delete them Run and the you hide But the pain gets passed along The people you made cry But me, i like to keep them, And i’m fine most of the tine Just collecting all the things To build the mother in my mind I was alone And she was there I was alone And she was there An attic full of postcards From people that you’ve ruined A rug on top of faces And you never really knew them Please somebody lead me When i’m scared i get so violent Sit above my eyes Speak down and give me guidance And so i want to grow a garden Dig a hole where the sun can’t hide And bury all that hurt me to grow the a mother in my mind I was alone And she was there I was alone And she was there I need to look after myself. The bad things make the best of me The people i made cry The friends that i let slip away cos i didn't have the time Dig down to the middle If you saw you now when you were little You’d hug and you would cry You hurt her her whole life Speak to me when im older I’d ask Does it turn out alright Tell me i get through it You give me a highfive and say I need to grow a garden. Keep what you grow alive. I don’t project, i soak it in, So speak to me more kindly I need to grow a garden. I need to grow a garden. Speak to me more kindly